Lost But Not Forgotten!

I hadn't realized how long it has been since my last post, probably because I have started MANY but finished None of them! My life has had some rather intense emotional things happening as of late. My sweet father's health has rapidly gone down hill. Leaving me with constant worry what the next phone call will bring. My daughter's relationship has in a way self-distructed, leaving me concerned for my precious little grand-daughter. As a result...my health and wellness has taken a back seat! I've been living in a constant whirl wind of emotion and chaos, COMPLETELY out of alignment with myself and my Creator! Fearful of the next phone call or text.
When I woke up this morning sick! AGAIN! It was like a sledgehammer to my heart, I sat in quiet solitude realizing that my body is trying to tell me to "WAKE UP! Get back to what you know you are supposed to be doing!" To fully understand what I'm looking at I want you to realize that over the course of the last 6 years I have stopped and started so many diets, home businesses and jobs trying to find my HAPPINESS. Over 3 years ago I met Angel Shannon, who helped me transform myself and my life in such a way that I could see where my happiness truly came from and I thought "Here you go Evie!" I have learned so much and come so far, it's truly incredible to look back on. Not to mention that over the course of knowing Angel I have met so many AMAZING people and been introduced to so many Wonderful tools I can't even begin to tell you how BLESSED I am! Through all of this I met Kendyall Guthrie who has become a dear friend as well! These women are the reason for my desire to be ALL that I can BE! Well when I woke up this morning feeling so horrible, I remembered that the only way I can remain in alignment and at peace with myself is when I am truly taking care of myself! It's not about being selfish, it's about being the BEST ME I can be! I know it all sounds so simple and you know what? It is simple, it's just that when you are in the middle of the chaos nothing seems clear or simple. I must become and remain the calm in the middle of the storm not step into the drama of it all! So my Friends...The BUCK stops here! I am NOT going back to the person I was 6 years ago, much less 6 months ago! My commitment to Health and Wellness are taking the forefront! I'm BACK! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! <3 Thank you Kendyall & Angel for your examples to me! <3 Namaste' to ALL of You!